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- Counsel Between Tariel
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- Nestan-Daredjan and Its Results
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- 516
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- "EXCESSIVE melancholy approached my heart as if to
- strike with a knife, but when Asmat'h's slave entered I sat
- proud and strong. He gave me a letter; in it was written:
- 'She who is like an aloe-tree in form commands thee to
- come hither soon without putting off time.'
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- 517
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- "I MOUNTED, went forth, entered the little garden, as
- thou canst imagine, with a full measure of joy; I passed
- through the little garden and arrived at the tower; I saw
- Asmat'h standing at the foot; I looked and saw that she
- had been weeping, tear stains could be seen on her cheeks;
- I was sad, and did not ask; she was troubled by desire for
- my coming.
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- 518
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- "I SAW her frowning; this oppressed me exceedingly, She
- no longer smiled on me as she had formerly smiled: She
- said no word to me, only her tears showered down: thereby
- she wounded me the more, she healed not mv wounds.
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- 519
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- "SHE carried my thoughts very far away. She led me into
- the tower and raised the curtain. I went in, I saw that moon,
- every woe forsook me, the ray fell on my heart, but my heart
- was not melted.
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- 520
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- "THE light falling upon the curtain was not light; her
- face was carelessly covered by the golden veil I had given
- her; the peerless one, apparelled in that same green garment,
- was seated in a reclining position on the couch; a shower of
- tears fell on her face flashing with radiance.
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- 521
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- "SHE crouched, like a tiger on the edge of a rock, her
- face flashing fury; no longer was she like the sun, the moon
- an aloe-tree planted in Eden. Asmat'h seated me far off"; my
- heart was struck as by a lance. Then she sat erect with
- frowning brows, angry, enraged.
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- 522
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- "SHE said to me: 'I marvel why thou art come, thou
- breaker of thy binding oath, fickle and faithless, thou
- forsworn; but high Heaven will give thee guerdon and
- answer for this!' I said: 'How can I reply to what I know
- not?'
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- 523
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- "I SAID: 'I cannot answer thee if I know not the truth.
- Wherein have I sinned, what have I done, I senseless and
- pale?' Again she said to me: 'What shall I say to thee, false and
treacherous one! Why did I let myself be deceived,
- woman-like! For this I burn with flame.
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- 524
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- "KNOWEST thou not of the bringing of Khvarazmsha
- to wed me? Thou wert sitting as counsellor, thy consent to
- this was given, thou hast broken thine oath to me, the
- firmness and bindingness thereof. Would to God I might bring thy
cunning to nought!
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- 525
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- "REMEMBEREST thou when thou didst sigh "Ah! Ah!"
- when thy tears bathed the fields, and the physicians and
- surgeons brought thee medicines ? What else is there that
- resembles a man's falsehood ? Since thou hast denied me,
- I, too, will renounce thee. Let us see who will be the more
- hurt.
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- 526
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- "I TELL thee this: Whosoever shall rule India I have
- the rule also, whether they go trackless or by the road! It
- may not be thus! Now thou hast fallen into error. Thine
- opinions are like thee—even so untrue!
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- 527
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- "WHILE I live, by God, thou shalt no more dwell in
- India. If thou seekest to tarry, the soul shall be parted
- from thy body! None other shalt thou find like me, even
- though thou stretch thy hand unto heaven!'" When the
- knight had ended these words he wept, moaned, and said:
- "Ah me!"
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- 528
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- HE said: "When I heard this from her, hope revived in me
- exceedingly; once more mine eyes had power to look upon
- her light; now I have lost it, why art thou not surprised tha
- dazed I live ? Woe to thee, fleeting world! Why seekest thou
- to drain my blood ?
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- 529
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- "I LOOKED, and saw on the lectern the Koran lying open:
- I raised it, I stood up, and, praising God and afterwards
- her, said: '0 sun, thou burnedst me, and in truth my sun
- is set; since thou slayest me not, I will venture to make
- thee some answer:
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- 530
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- "IF what I tell thee, these words, be falsely cunning,
- may Heaven itself be wrathful with me, may all the sun ‘s rays be
turned against me! If thou considerest me worthy
- to be judged, I have done no ill.' She said: 'What thou
- knowest, speak!' She nodded to me.
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- 531
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- "THEN again I ventured to say: 'If I, 0 sun, have broken
- my vow to thee, may God now forthwith show His anger b
- hurling a thunderbolt from heaven upon me! Who save
- thee has for me a face like a sun, a form like a tree ? So how
- can I remain alive if a lance strike my heart!
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- 532
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- '"THE sovereigns summoned me to court, they held a
- solemn council, beforehand they had appointed that youth
- as thy husband; even if I had opposed it I could not prevent
- it, I should have been a fool for my pains; I said to myself:
- "Agree with them for the nonce; it is better for thee to
- fortify thy heart."
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- 533
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- "HOW could I dare to forbid it, since P'harsadan
- understands not, knows not that India shall not remain
- masterless! It is 1 alone who am India's owner; none other
- has any right. I know not him whom he will bring hither,
- nor who is mistaken in this matter.
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- 534
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- "I SAID: "I can do nothing in this; I shall contrive
- some other means." I said: "Be not assailed by a multitude
- of thoughts." My heart was like a wild beast; a thousand
- times I was ready to fly to the fields. To whom can I give
- thee ? Why shouldst thou not take me ?'
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- 535
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- "I SOLD soul for heart's sake; thus the tower became
- for me a market.' That rain which at first had frozen the
- rose became milder; I saw pearl in the coral, round about
- the pearl the coral was tenderly enfolded; she said: 'Why do
- I, too, judge this to be right?
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- 536
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- "I DO not believe thee to be treacherous and faithless,
- a denier of God, not thankful to Him; entreat of him myself
- and lordship in gladness over India; I and thou shall be
- sovereigns - that is the best of all matches!'
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- 537
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- "THE wrathful, enraged one became tender to me; either
- the sun was on earth or the full-faced moon; she set me
- near her, she caressed me, hitherto unworthy of this, she
- conversed with me; thus she extinguished the fire kindled
- in me.
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- 538
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- "SHE said to me: 'The prudent should never hasten, he
- will contrive whatever is best, he will be calm under the
- passing world. If thou suffer not the suitor to come in to
- India, woe if the king be wroth with thee, thou and he will
- quarrel, India will be laid waste.
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- 539
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- "ON the other hand, if thou allow the bridegroom to
- come in, if he wed me, if it so fall out, we shall be
- sundered each from other, our gay garb will be turned to
- mourning, they will be happy and glorious, our sufferings
- will be magnified a hundredfold. This shall not be said, that
- the Persians1 hold sway in our court."
- ' Khvarazma was a province of Persia.
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- 540
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- "I SAID: 'May God avert the wedding of thee by that
- youth! When they come into India and I discover their
- quality, I shall show forth to them my strong-heartedness
- and prowess; I shall so slay them that they become of no account!'
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- 541
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- "SHE spoke to me saying: 'A woman should act in a
- womanly way as befits her sex; I cannot have thee shed
- much blood, I cannot become a wall of division. When they
- come, slay the bridegroom without killing his armies. To
- do true justice makes even a dry tree green.
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- 542
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- "THUS do, my lion, most excellent of all heroes; slay
- the bridegroom stealthily, take not soldiers, slaughter not
- his armies like cattle or asses; how can a man bear the
- burden of much innocent blood!
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- 543
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- "WHEN thou hast killed him, tell thy lord, my father,
- say to him "I could never let India be food for the
- Persians; it is mine own heritage, never will I give up even
- a drachm of it; if thou wilt not leave me in peace I will
- make a wilderness of thy city!"
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- 544
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- "SAY not that thou wantest my love or desirest me, so
- will the righteousness of thy deed seem the greater; the
- king will then entreat thee in the most desperate and
- abject manner; I shall give myself into thy hands, reigning
- together will suit us.'
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- 545
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- "THIS counsel and advice pleased me exceedingly; I
- boasted that I would wield my sword for the slaying of my
- foes. Then I rose to depart. She began to entreat me to sit
- down; I longed to do so, but could not bring myself to
- clasp and embrace her.
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- 546
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- "I TARRIED some time, then I left her, but I became like
- one mad, Asmat'h went in front of me; I shed hot tears;
- my grief increased a thousandfold, my joy was reduced to
- one; then I went unwillingly away, and so I went slowly."
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