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- Tariel Hears Tidings of
the Loss of Nestan-Daredjan
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- 566
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- "I SENT those men. I was mad in mind; since I could
- learn nought of her I grew more inflamed with grief. I went
- to look from a wall I had built overlooking the plain. I
- learned a dreadful thing, though I lost not my head.
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- 567
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- "TWO pedestrians appeared, I went to meet them; it was
- a woman with a slave; I recognized who was coming, it
- was Asmat'h, with dishevelled head, blood flowing from her
- face; no more did she call to me smiling, nor did she greet
- me with a smile.
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- 568
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- "WHEN I saw her I became perturbed; my mind was
- maddened. I cried from afar: 'What has befallen us, why
- does the fire consume us ?' She wept pitifully, she could
- hardly utter words, she said to me: 'God had engirt the
- sphere of the heavens in wrath for us!'
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- 569
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- "I CAME near, I enquired again: 'What has happened to
- us? Tell me the truth.' Again she wept aloud piteously,
- again the flame burned her; for a long time she could
- speak no word to me, not the tenth part of her griefs; her
- breast was dyed crimson with the blood trickling from
- her cheeks.
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- 570
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- "THEN she said to me: 'I will tell thee, why should I
- hide it from thee ? But inasmuch as I shall make thee to
- rejoice, so have mercy upon me, suffer me not to live,
- let me not survive, I entreat thee, have pity on me, save me
- from the passing world, fulfil thy duty to thy God.'
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- 571
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- "SHE said to me: 'When thou slowest the bridegroom and
- the alarm was raised, the king heard it, he leaped up, he
- was sore stricken thereat; he called for thee, he ordered thee
- to be summoned, in a loud voice he cried; they sought
- thee, they could not find thee at home, and thereat the
- king complained.
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- 572
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- "THEY told him: "He is not here; he has somewhere
- passed the gates." The king said: "I know, I know, too
well
- I understand; he loved my daughter, he shed blood in the
- fields, and when they saw each other they could not refrain
- from gazing.
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- 573
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- "NOW, by my head! I will slay her who is called
my
- sister; I told her God's will, she has caught her in the devil's
- net; what have those wicked lovers given or promised her ?
- If I allow her to remain alive I renounce God; this is ready
- for her punishment."
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- 574
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- "SELDOM was it the king's wont to swear by his head,
- and when he thus swore he brake not his oath, forthwith he
- fulfilled it. Someone—who knows who ?-who heard this
- wrath of the king told it to Davar the Kadj, who knows
- even heaven by her sorcery.
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- 575
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- "SOME enemy of God told Davar, the king's sister:
- "The brother hath sworn by his head, he will not leave thee
- alive, the people know it." She spoke thus: "The good God
- knows that I am innocent, and let that same people know
- who it is that slays me and for whose sake I am slain."
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- 576
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- "MY mistress was the same as when thou didst leave her,
- head was still wrapped in thy veils, beautifully they became
- her. Davar spoke words such as I had never heard: "Harlot,
- thou harlot, why didst thou slay me ? I think thou too shalt
- not rejoice.
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- 577
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- "WANTON, harlot woman, why didst thou cause thy
- bridegroom to be slain, or why dost thou make me pay for
- his blood with mine ? My brother shall not slay me in
- vain for what I have done, what I have made thee do!
- Now God grant thou mayst never meet him whom thou
- didst incite to hinder this!"
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- 578
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- "SHE seized her, dragged her along, tore her long hair,
- wounded her, bruised her, fiercely she frowned; Nestan
- could make no answer, but only sighed and moaned, a
- black woman was of no avail, she could not heal her
- wounds.
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- 579
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- "WHEN Davar was sated with beating and bruising, two
- slaves with Kadj-like faces came forth; they brought an ark,
- they spoke rudely to her, they put that sun inside, thus
- was she made prisoner.
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- 580
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- "SHE said to them: "Go and lose her in the middle
- of the great seas. Do not show her frozen water, let not
- this water be slippery." Gleefully they began to laugh,
- screaming with joy. All this I saw, nor did I die of it;
- stronger than rock am I.
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- 581
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- "THEY passed the windows towards the sea, immediately
- she was out of sight. Davar said: "Who would not stone me
- for doing this? Who? Before P'harsadan slay me, I shall die.
- Life is wearisome to me!" She struck herself with a knife,
- died, fell in a stream of blood.
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- 582
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- "WHY marvel'st thou not to see me alive, unpierced by
- a lance! Now do to me what befits a bringer of such
- tidings; by the Most High, deliver from this unbearable
- life me who have not yet ceased to breathe.' Her tears fell
- piteously, undiminished, undrying.
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- 583
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- "I SAID: 'Sister, why should I kill thee, or what is thy
- fault ? What shall I do in return for the debt I owe her ?
- Now I devote myself to seek her wherever rock and water
- are found.' I became quite petrified; my heart grew like
- hard rock.
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- 584
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- "EXCESSIVE horror maddened me; fever and trembling
- came upon me. I said to myself: 'Die not! To lie idle is of
- no avail; better is it to roam forth to seek her, to run and
- wander in the fields. Has come the time for thee, who wishest
- to go with me!'
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- 585
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- "I WENT in, I arrayed myself quickly, accoutred I
- mounted my horse. A hundred and sixty good knights
- serving me a long time joined me, we passed forth from the
- gates in order of battle. I went to the seashore, I saw a ship,
- the master of the ship saw me apparelled.
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- 586
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- "I ENTERED the ship, I went out to sea, I cruised amidst
- the sea. I let no ship from any quarter pass unseen. I
- waited, but I heard nothing. Mad as I was I became still
- more maddened; God hated me so that He forsook me
- wholly.
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- 587
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- "THUS I spent a year-twelve months which were to me
- like twenty—but I found no man, even in a dream, who
- had seen her. All those who were attendant upon me were
- dead and perished. I said: 'I cannot defy God; what He
- wills even that will I do.'
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- 588
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- "I WAS weary of tossing on the seas, so I came ashore.
- My heart had become altogether like a beast's, I hearkened
- to no counsel; all those who were left to me in my
- misfortune have been scattered from me, but God abandons
- not a man thus forsaken by Fortune.
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- 589
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- "ONLY this Asmat'h and two slaves remained with me as
- my comforters and counsellors. I could learn no news of
- Nestan, not even the weight of a drachm. Weeping seemed
- to me as joy, and streams of tears flowed down."
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