-
|
- P’hridon Tells Tariel
Tidings of Nestan-Daredjan
|
- 621
|
- "ONE day the king and I went forth to the chase; we
- climbed upon a cape jutting out into the sea. P'hridon
- said to me: 'I will tell thee how, when we were out riding
- for sport, I once saw a wonderful thing from this cape.'
|
- 622
|
- "I BADE him speak, and P'hridon told me even this tale:
- 'One day I wished to hunt, I mounted this steed of mine. In
- the sea it seemed a duck and on the land a falcon; I stood
- here and watched the flight of the hawk thitherward.
|
- 623
|
- "'NOW and then as I climbed uphill I gazed out to sea.
- I perceived a small thing far away on the sea, going so
- swiftly that nothing of its kind could equal it; I could not
- make it out; in my mind I marvelled at these two things.
|
- 624
|
- '"I SAID to myself: "What is it ? To what can I liken it ?
- Is it bird or beast ?" It was a boat tented over with many-
- folded stuff; a steersman guided it. I fixed mine eyes upon
- it, and there in an ark sat the moon; I would have given
- her the seventh heaven as habitation.
|
- 625
|
- "'TWO slaves as black as pitch crept out, they put ashore
- a maiden, I saw her thick-tressed hair, the lightning that
- flashed from her-to what colours can it be likened ?-would
- illumine the earth and make the sunbeams of no account.
|
- 626
|
- '"JOY made me hasten, quiver, stagger. I loved that
- rose who is not frozen by the snow. I resolved to engage
- them, I said: "Let me go towards them; what creatures
- can fly away from my black steed ?"
|
- 627
|
- '"I PRESSED my horse with my heel. There was a noise
- and rustling among the rushes. I could not reach her,
- however much I used the spur; they were gone. I came to
- the seashore and looked round, she appeared only as a last
- ray of the setting sun, she went farther away, she was gone
- from me, therefore was I consumed by flame.'
|
- 628
|
- "This I heard from P'hridon; heat was added to my fire.
- I threw myself down from my horse, I wholly abased
- myself; with mine own blood shed from my cheeks I
- anointed myself. Kill me! That anyone but I should have
- seen that tree!
|
- 629
|
- "THIS behaviour of mine astonished P'hridon, it seemed
- passing strange to him; but he was exceedingly pitiful to
- me, by weeping he placated me, like a son he soothed me,
- he pled with me, treated me with deference, and,
- pearl-like, hot tears sprang from his eyes.
|
- 630
|
- "'ALAS! What have I, misguided, madly told thee?' I
- said: 'It matters not, grieve not for that! She was my moon;
- for her the fire consumes me hotly. Now will I tell thee my
- tale, since thou thyself wishest to have me as comrade.'
|
- 631
|
- "I TOLD P'hridon all that had befallen me. He said to
- me: 'What have I, mistaken, shamed, said to thee ? Thou
- mighty king of the Indians, wherefore art thou come to me ?
- A royal seat and throne become thee, a whole palace.'
|
- 632
|
- "AGAIN he said to me: 'To whom God gives for form a
- young cypress, from him He withdraws the spear, though
- at first He lacerates his heart therewith. He will grant us
- His mercy. He will thunder it from heaven. He will turn
- our sorrow to joy. He will never grieve us.'
|
- 633
|
- "WE went back tearful; we sat down alone together in
- the palace. I said to P'hridon: 'Save thee, none is mine aid.
- God has not sent thy like to earth, and since I know thee
- what more do I want ?
|
- 634
|
- "'THOU hadst no friend until the time when thou didst
- meet me; use now thy tongue and mind to counsel me in
- this: What can I do? What is the best thing to bring joy to
- her and me ? If I can do nought I shall not survive a
- moment.'
|
- 635
|
- "HE said to me: 'What better fate could I have from God
- than this ? Thou art come to be gracious to me, king,
- sovereign of India. Needs it that after this I should desire
- any gratitude ? I stand before thee as a slave to obey thee
- slavishly.
|
- 636
|
- '"THIS city is the highway for ships coming from al
- parts, an emporium of much foreign news of all kinds.
- Here shall we hear of the balm to assuage the fire which
- burns thee. God grant that these woes and pains pass
- away!
|
- 637
|
- '"WE will send out sailors who have fared on the sea before;
- let them find for us that moon for whose sake grief is not
- lacking to us; until then be patient, so that thy mind
- torture thee not; grief will not last for aye, shall not joy
- overcome it!'
|
- 638
|
- "THAT very instant we called men, we settled the business;
- we commanded them: 'Go with ships, sail over the sea, seek
- her out for us, fulfil the desire other lover; undergo a
- thousand hardships for this, not merely seven or eight.'
|
- 639
|
- "HE appointed men wherever there were havens for ships;
- he gave orders: 'Seek out everywhere, wheresoever you hear
- of her.' Waiting seemed to me a consolation, my pains
- became-lightened; absent from her I felt joy, and for the
- sake of that day I am ashamed.
|
- 640
|
- "P'HRIDON set up a throne for me in the place for the
- overlord. He said to me: 'Hitherto have I erred, I could not
- comprehend what I should have understood; thou art the
- great king of the Indians; who can please thee ?
- Wherewithal ? How ? Who is the man who would not be thy
- subject!'
|
- 641
|
- "WHY should I lengthen the story? From all sides came
- the seekers of news, empty, and wearied of empty places;
- they had learned nothing at all, they knew not any news.
- As for me, afresh the undrying tear flowed still more from
- mine eyes.
|
- 642
|
- "I SAID to P'hridon: 'How this day seems horrible to me,
- I have God for my witness thereto; to speak thereof is hard
- for me; without thee night and day alike seem eventide to
- me; I am loosed from all joy, my heart is bound with grief.
|
- 643
|
- '"NOW since I may no longer expect any news of her,
- I can no longer stay; give me leave, I seek thy permission.'
- When P'hridon heard this he wept, he watered the field with
- blood, and said: 'Brother, from this day vain is all my joy!'
|
- 644
|
- "THOUGH they tried very hard, they could not hold me
- back; his armies came before me on bended knees, they
- embraced me, kissed me, wept and made me weep. 'Go not
- away; let us be your slaves so long as life is ours.'
|
- 645
|
- "1 SPOKE thus: 'Parting from you is very hard for me also.
- but it is hardly possible for me to have joy without her.
- I cannot forsake my captive Nestan, whom you yourselves
- pity greatly; let none of you hinder me, I will not stay nor
- be held back by any.'
|
- 646
|
- "THEN P'hridon brought and gave me this horse of mine;
- he said: 'Behold! this steed is given to you, the sun-faced,
- the cypress; more I know thou desirest not, who could
- despise such a gift ? This will please thee by its breaking-in
- and its swiftness.'
|
- 647
|
- "P'HRIDON escorted me; as we went we both shed tears;
- there we kissed each other, with cries we parted, all the host
- lamented for me, truly, in their hearts, not with the tongue;
- our severing was like that of foster-parent and child.
|
- 648
|
- "DEPARTED from P'hridon, I went on the quest, again
- I fared so that I missed nought on land or out at sea; but
- I met no man who had seen her, and my heart became
- wholly maddened, I was like a wild beast.
|
- 649
|
- "I SAID to myself: 'No longer shall I rove and sail in vain;
- perchance the company of beasts may make my heart forget
- grief.' I said seven or eight words to my slaves and to this
- Asmat'h: 'I know I have brought grief upon you; you have
- good reason to murmur against me.
|
- 650
|
- "NOW go and leave me, provide for yourselves, look no
- longer on the hot tears flowing from mine eyes.' When they
- heard such discourse they said to me: 'Alas! Alas! let not
- our ears hear what thou sayest!
|
- 651
|
- '"LET us not see any master or lord apart from thee, may
- God not sunder us from your horse's footprints! We would
- gaze upon you, a fair and adorable spectacle.' Fate,
- forsooth, makes a man listless, however valiant he may be.
|
- 652
|
- "I COULD not send them away; I hearkened to the words
- of my slaves, but I forsook the haunts of human tribes, the
- retreats of goats and stags seemed a fitting abode for me;
- I roamed, I trod every plain below and hill above.
|
- 653
|
- "I FOUND these manless caves, hollowed out by Devis
- I combated them, I destroyed them, they could by no
- means prevail against me; they killed my slaves, ill had they
- buckled on their coats of mail. The passing world made me
- gloomy; its showers again bespattered me.
|
- 654
|
- "BEHOLD, brother! since that day am I here, and here I
- die. Mad I roam the fields; sometimes I weep and
- sometimes I faint. This maid will not abandon me; she too
- is burned by fire for Nestan's sake. I have no other resource
- to try but death.
|
- 655
|
- "SINCE a beautiful tiger is portrayed to me as her image.
- for this I love its skin, I keep it as a coat for myself; this
- woman sews it, sometimes she sighs, sometimes she groans.
- Since I cannot kill myself, in vain is my sword whetted.
|
- 656
|
- "THE tongues of all the sages could not forth-tell her
- praise. Enduring life, I think upon my lost one. Since then
- I have consorted with the beasts, calling myself one of
- them; I am suitor for death, nought else I entreat of God."
|
- 657
|
- HE beat his face, he rent it, he tore his cheeks of rose; the
- ruby turned to amber, the crystal was shattered.
- Avt'handil's tears flowed too; one by one they dripped from
- his lashes. Then the maid soothed Tariel; on bended knee
- she besought him.
|
- 658
|
- TARIEL, calmed by Asmat'h, said to Avt'handil: "I have
- made everything pleasant for thee, I who never found
- pleasure for myself. I have told thee the tale of mine
- irksome life; now go and see thy sun, thou whose time for
- meeting is nigh."
|
- 659
|
- AVT'HANDIL said: "I cannot bear to part from thee: if
- I separate from thee tears indeed will flow from mine eyes,
- Verily I tell thee-be not wroth at this boldness-she for
- whose sake thou diest will not be comforted thereby.
|
- 660
|
- "WHEN a physician—however praiseworthy he be—falls
- sick, he calls in another leech, another skilled in the pulse;
- him he tells what illness inflaming him with fire afflicts him.
- Another knows better what is useful advice for one.
|
- 661
|
- "LISTEN to what I say to thee; I speak to thee as a sage
- and not as a madman; a hundred times must thou give
- heed, once sufficeth not. A man so furious of heart can do
- nought well. Now I desire to see her for whose sake hot
- fire consumes me.
|
- 662
|
- "I SHALL see her, I shall confirm her love for me, I shall
- tell her what I have learned; nought else have I to do.
- I beseech thee to assure me, for God and heaven's sake, let
- us not abandon one another, make me swear and make thou
- an oath to me.
|
- 663
|
- "IF thou promise me that thou wilt not go hence, I shall
- assure thee by an oath that for nought shall I forsake thee;
- I shall come again to see thee, I shall die for thee, for thee
- shall I rove. If God will, I shall make thee cease to weep
- thus for her for whom thou diest!"
|
- 664
|
- HE answered: "How is it that thou, a stranger, so lovest
- me, a stranger ? It is as hard for thee to part from me as for
- the nightingale from the rose. How can I forget thee, how
- can I cease to remember thee! God grant that I may again
- see thee, full-grown young aloe-tree.
|
- 665
|
- "IF thy form remain a tree, and thy face turn round to see
- me, my heart will not flee into the fields, it will become
- neither a deer's nor a goat's. If I lie to thee or cheat thee,
- may God judge me in wrath! Thy presence will charm away
- my sadness and dissolve it!"
|
- 666
|
- HEREUPON they swore, the frank friends, those jacinths
- of amber hue, wise-worded but mad-minded. They loved
- each other; forever would affection's flame burn their hearts.
- That night the fair comrades spent together.
|
- 667
|
- AVT'HANDIL wept with him; fast fell the tears. When
- day dawned he went forth, kissed him and parted from him.
- Tariel was so grieved that he knew not what to do.
- Avt'handil wept, too, as he rode through the rushes.
|
- 668
|
- ASMAT'H went down with Avt'handil, she conjured him
- with an oath, she kneeled, she wept, she bent her fingers in
- entreaty, she besought him to come back soon; as a violet.
- so she faded. He replied: "O sister, of what can I think save
- you!
|
- 669
|
- "SOON shall I come; I shall not forsake thee nor waste time
- at home. But let him not go elsewhere; let not that fair
- form wander. If I come not hither in two months I shall be
- doing a shameful thing; be assured that I am fallen into
- unceasing grief."
|