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- Avt’handil’s
Discourse With Shermadin When He Stole Away
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- 772
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- THE sun-faced, dispenser of light, speaks to Shermadin and
- says: "This day is hope, the comforter of my heart, that
- thou wilt show what thou canst do for me." It needs
- a reader and a listener for the praise of this story of them.
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- 773
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- HE says: "Rostevan did not grant me leave, he hearkened
- not even to a word from me; he knows not wherein one's
- being lies and how one's life is in another. Without Tariel in
- truth I live not, neither abroad nor at home. What
- unrighteous deed has God ever forgiven to anyone ?
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- 774
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- "THOUGH I resolved not to forsake him, and my decision
- is final-every liar and traitor insults God by his lies-the
- heart seeing not him weeps and sighs, moans and groans,
- it comes not near to any joy, it shudders, grows sullen,
- shuns all mankind!
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- 775
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- "THREE are the ways of showing friendship by a friend:
- First, the wish for nearness, impatience of distance; then
- giving and not grudging, unweariedness in liberality; and
- attention and aid, roaming in the fields to help him.
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- 776
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- "BUT why should I lengthen speech; it is time to shorten it
- Now to steal away is the healing of this bruised heart.
- Hearken to what I shall entreat so long as thou hast time in
- my company, and fortify thyself in observance of w hat
- I have already taught thee.
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- 777
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- "NOW prepare as first leader to serve the sovereigns,
- manifest thy valour and integrity in all things. Take care
- of my household, command my troops, repeat anew the
- service, the attention thou hast hitherto shown.
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- 778
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- "KEEP my foes out of the marches, let not thy might fail
- in aught, grudge no good to the loyal, may they that are
- false-hearted towards thee be slain; if I return, well shall
- thy due be repaid to thee by me; service to a master is
- never lost."
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- 779
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- WHEN he heard this, the hot tear flowed from Shermadin's
- eyes. Quoth he: "Wherefore should I be affrighted by
- sorrow in loneliness! But what shall I do without thee—
- twilight will fall on my heart! Take me with thee to serve
- thee; I will help thee however thou wishest.
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- 780
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- "WHO has heard of so great wandering by one alone! Who
- has heard of a knight holding back from his lord in trouble!
- Thinking thee lost, what shall I, useless, do here ?" The
- knight answered: "I cannot take thee, however many tears
- thou sheddest.
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- 781
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- "HOW can I disbelieve thy love for me! But the thing
- cannot be; thus time has taken up arms against me. To
- whom can I entrust my house; save thee, who is fit ? Calm
- thy heart, believe me, I cannot take thee! I cannot!
- I cannot!
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- 782
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- "SINCE I am a lover I must run mad alone in the fields.
- Should not one with blood-stained tears roam alone!
- Errantry is the business of lovers; how can one wait till he
- is grown old ? This world is such, be thou assured thereof
- and submit.
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- 783
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- "WHEN I am far from thee, think of me, love me. I fear
- not my foes; I shall take care of myself. A brave man must
- be of good cheer, he must not mope in grief; I hate when a
- man does not stop at a shameful deed.
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- 784
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- "I AM such an one who considers this world as an old
- cucumber, one to whom death for a friend seems a sport
- and a play. I have left my sun, she grants me leave, why
- should I linger! Then, if I leave my sun can I not leave my
- home?
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- 785
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- . "NOW give thee my testament addressed to Rostevan.
- I will confide thee to him, and entreat him to care for thee
- as befits one brought up by me. Should I die, slay not
- thyself; do not the deed of Satan; weep thereupon, fill the
- channel of the eyes."
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