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- Here is the Going of
Tariel and Avt’handil to the Cave, and Their Seeing of Asmat'h
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- 912
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- AVT'HANDIL also wept with him and shed tears. He said:
- "Be patient, die not, rend not altogether thy heart. God
- will be merciful in this, though sorrow hath not shunned
- thee; if He had willed to part you. He would not first have
- united you.
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- 913
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- . "MISCHANCE pursues the lover, embitters life for him;
- but to him who at first bears woe it yields joy at last. Love
- is grievous, for it brings thee nigh unto death; it maddens
- the instructed, it teaches the untaught."
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- 914
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- THEY wept and went on; they wended their way to the
- cave. When Asmat'h saw them she rejoiced indeed; she met
- them, she wept, her tears wore channels in the rocks. Thev
- kissed and wept aloud; each pressed the other to tell his
- news again.
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- 915
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- ASMAT'H said: "O God, Thou who canst not be expressed
- by man's tongue! Thou art the fullness of all; Thou
- finest us with Thy sun-like radiance. If I praise Thee, how
- can I praise Thee ? What can I say in praise of Thee, who
- art not to be praised by the intellect ? Glory to Thee! Thou
- hast not slain me by the shedding of tears for them."
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- 916
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- TARIEL said: "Ah, sister! for this have my tears flowed
- here. For that it erstwhile made us smile, the passing world
- makes us weep in turn; 'tis an old law of the world, not
- one newly to be heard of! Alas! were it not for pity of thee,
- death would be my joy.
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- 917
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- "IF he be athirst, what sane, reasonable man would pour
- away water! I marvel why I am soaked in tears from mine
- eyes! Lack of water slays, water flows never dried. Alas!
- the opened rose, the beauteous pearl, is lost!"
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- 918
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- AVT'HANDIL, too, was reminded of his sun and beloved.
- He said: "0 mine own, how can I remain living without
- thee! Apart from thee my life is for me pitiable. Who can
- tell thee how I suffer, or how sore a fire burns me!
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- 919
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- "HOW can the rose think, 'If the sun go away I shall not
- wither' ? Or what, alas! will be our lot when the sun sets
- behind the hill ? Heart, it is better for thee to harden
- thyself, petrify thyself wholly. Perchance it may happen
- to thee to see her; let not thy spirit be utterly spent!"
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- 920
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- THEY calmed their souls, they were silent, fire burned
- both. Asmat'h followed, went in; like them, a furnace
- consumed her. She stretched out the tiger's skin he
- formerly used. They both sat down; they spoke of
- whatever pleased them.
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- 921
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- THEY roasted meat and made a meal fitting the occasion;
- there the meal was breadless, and there was no multitude of
- vassals. They begged Tariel to eat; he had not power to
- eat; he chewed a morsel, spat it out, he hardly swallowed
- the weight of a drachm.
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- 922
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- PLEASANT it is when man converses agreeably with man;
- he will listen to what is said, not let it pass in vain; thus
- the fire which burns so greatly is somewhat quenched;
- great comfort it is to speak of troubles when a man has the
- opportunity
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- 923
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- THAT night those lions, those heroes, were together,
- they conversed, and each revealed to the other his woes;
- when day dawned they began again many-worded
- conversations; they heard again from each other the oath
- formerly sworn.
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- 924
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- TARIEL said: "Why speak many words ? For that which
- thou hast done for me. God is surety for the debt. Oath for
- oath is enough; remembrance, friendship for a departing
- friend, are not the deed of a drunken man.
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- 925
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- "NOW be merciful to me, make me not burn again in
- hottest fires; the flame which consumes me is not kindled
- by a steel; thou canst not extinguish it for me, thou thyself
- shalt be burned by the law of the creation of the world.
- Go, return, go back thither, to the place where thy sun is.
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- 926
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- "To cure me seems hard even to Him who created
- me—understand ye who hear!—therefore I roam mad in
- the fields. Once I too was a doer of what befits the
- reasonable; now the turn of madness has fallen to my
- lot, and so I am mad."
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- 927
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- AVT'HANDIL said: "What can I say in answer to this
- thou hast said ? Thou thyself hast spoken as a man sagely
- instructed. How is it not possible for God again to cure
- the wound! He is the upbringer of everything planted or
- sown.
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- 928
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- "WHY should God do this, create such as you and not
- unite you, part you, madden thee with weeping ? Mischance
- pursues the lover. Look well into the matter, know it. If
- you meet not each other again, then slay me!
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- 929
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- "WHO else is a man save he that will endure what is
- grievous? How can one let himself be bent by grief! What
- subject of conversation is this! Fear not. God is generous
- though the world be hard! Learn then what I teach thee;
- I make bold to tell thee that he who will not learn is an ass.
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- 930
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- "HEED what thou hearest; let this suffice for teaching.
- I asked leave of my sun to come away to you; I said to
- her: 'Since he made cinders of my heart I am no longer
- of use to thee, I will not stay; what else need I tell thee in
- many words ?'
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- 931
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- "SHE said: 'I am content, thou art doing well and bravely,
- the attention thou showest to him I accept as a service
- to me.' At her request I came away. I am not drunk nor
- intoxicated! If I now return what shall I say ? 'Why art
- thou come back like a coward ?' will be her greeting.
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- 932
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- "BETTER than such discourse is this, hearken to what I
- say: The man who is to do a difficult deed must be
- reasonable, the rose withered for lack of sun cannot make
- provision for itself; if thou art no longer of any use to
- thyself, be of use to me; brother must act brotherly to
- brother.
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- 933
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- "WHEREVER thou wilt, stay there after thy rule: if
- thou wilt with wise heart, if thou wilt with maddened mind.
- With that loveliness of mien, that grace of form, do but
- strengthen thyself, die not, be not consumed by the flame!
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- 934
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- "I BEG no more from thee: in a year's time meet me in
- this same cave, when I have gathered news from every
- quarter. As a token of that time I give thee the season when
- these roses shall again bloom abundantly; the sight of the
- roses will make thee start as at the bark of a dog.
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- 935
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- "IF I exceed that time and come not hither to the cave,
- then know that I am not alive, undoubtedly I shall have
- died. It will be a sufficient token of this if thou shed
- tears for me. Then rejoice if thou wilt, or if thou wilt
- increase thy grief.
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- 936
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- "NOW perchance wilt thou sorrow for the sake of what I
- have told thee ? I go far from thee, and I know not
- whether horse or ship may fail me. No! lack of speech
- avails not. I am not silent like a beast; I know not what
- God will do to me, nor the ever-revolving sky."
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- 937
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- TARIEL said: "I will weary thee no more, nor say too
- much; thou wilt not listen to me however much I lengthen
- my discourse. If your beloved will not follow thee, follow
- thou him; do whatever he wills. In the end every hidden
- thing shall come to light.
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- 938
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- "WHEN thou art convinced, then thou shall know the
- difficulty of mine affairs; for me it is all one, roaming or
- not roaming; what thou hast told me that will I do, however
- much madness torture me. But if long days befall me in
- thine absence, what shall I do ?"
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- 939
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- THEY ended their discourse; they gave that promise to
- each other. They mounted, rode out, each killed game in
- the plain. They returned, their tearful hearts wept again;
- the thought of the parting on the morrow added grief to
- grief.
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- 940
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- READERS of these verses, your eyes also are shedding
- tears! What, alas! shall heart do without heart, if heart
- part from heart! Absence and parting from a friend are
- the slayers of a man. Who, indeed, knows not, understands
- not, how hard is that day!
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- 941
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- MORNING dawned; they mounted and said farewell to
- the maiden. From the eyes of Tariel, Asmat'h and
- Avt'handil tears flowed. The cheeks of all three hung out
- flags of crimson. Those lions ever made wild by grief went
- out to the beasts.
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- 942
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- THEY descended from the caves and went away crying
- aloud with flowing tears. Asmat'h weeps and laments: "0
- lions! whose tongues can chant lamentations for you! The
- sun has burned and consumed you heavenly stars. Alas for
- my woes so great! Alas the sufferings of life!"
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- 943
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- THOSE knights, departed thence, travelled that day
- together. They came to the seashore, there they tarried,
- they travelled not through dry land. That night they parted
- not; again they shared their fire. They wept for the absence
- from each other; they bewailed it.
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- 944
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- AVT'HANDIL said to Tariel: "The channel of the flow
- of tears is dried! Why didst thou separate from P'hridon,
- the giver of this steed ? Thence are tidings and means to be
- learnt regarding that beautiful sun. Now I go thither; teach
- me the way to thy sworn brother."
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- 945
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- TARIEL teaches him by word the direction of the road to
- P'hridon's. He made him understand as well as he could by
- his power of speech: "Go towards the east; fare even unto
- the seashore. If thou seest him tell him of me; he will ask
- news of his brother."
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- 946
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- THEY killed a goat and dragged it after them, they made
- a fire on the seashore, they sat down and ate such a meal as
- was fitting to their grief. That night they were together;
- they lay together at the root of a tree. I curse the
- treacherous passing world, sometimes generous, sometimes
- niggardly.
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- 947
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- AT dawn they rose to part, they embraced each other.
- The things said by them then would have melted anyone
- who heard. They shed on the fields tears from the eyes like
- waters from a spring. Long they stand in a close embrace,
- breast was welded to breast.
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- 948
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- WITH tears and face-scratching and tearing of hair
- they parted; one goes up, the other goes down; roadless
- they ride by bridle-paths through the rushes; as long as they
- saw each other, with drawn faces they shouted; looking
- upon their frowns the sun would frown too.
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