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- P'hatman Tells Avt'handil
the Story of Nestan-Daredjan
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- 1119
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- "IN this city it is a rule that on New Year's Day no
- merchant trades, none sets out on a journey; we all
- straightway begin to deck and beautify ourselves; the
- sovereigns make a great court banquet.
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- "WE, great merchants, arc bound to take presents to court;
- the sovereigns must give gifts befitting us. For ten days
- there is heard everywhere the sound of the cymbal and
- tambourine; in the moedan, tilting, ball-play, the stamping
- of horses.
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- 1121
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- "MY husband, Usen, is the leader of the great merchants,
- I lead their wives; I need none to invite me; rich or poor,
- we give presents to the queen; we entertain ourselves
- agreeably at court, we come home merry.
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- 1122
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- "NEW Year's Day was come, we gave our gifts to the
- queen; we gave to them, they gave to us, we filled them,
- we were filled. After a time we went forth merry, at our
- will; again we sat down to rejoice, we behaved as we wished.
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- 1123
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- "AT eventide I went into the garden to sport; I took the
- ladies with me, it behoved me to entertain them; I brought
- with me minstrels, they discoursed sweet song; I played
- and gambolled like a child, I changed veil and hair.
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- 1124
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- "THERE in the garden were fair mansions beautifully
- built, lofty, with a prospect on every side, overhanging the
- sea. Thither I led the ladies, them that were with me; anew
- we made a banquet, we sat pleasantly, joyously.
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- 1125
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- "MERRY, I entertained the merchants' wives, pleasantly,
- in a sisterly way. While drinking, without any cause
- a distaste came upon me. When they perceived me thus,
- they separated, all that sat at meal. I was left alone; some
- sadness fell on my heart like soot.
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- 1126
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- "I OPENED the window and turned my face to the road,
- I looked out, I shook off the sadness growing within me.
- Far away I saw something small, it floated in the sea,
- methought a bird or beast; to what else could I liken it ?
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- 1127
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- "FROM afar I could not recognize it; when it came near
- it was a boat; two men clad in black, and black also of
- visage, on either side stood close; only a head appeared:
- they came ashore, that strange sight astonished me.
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- "THEY beached the boat; they landed in front of the
- garden. They looked thither, they looked hither, if any
- anywhere observed them, they saw no creature, nothing
- alarmed them. Secretly I watched them; I was quiet
- indoors.
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- 1129
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- "WHAT they landed from the boat in a chest-they took
- off the lid—was a maiden of wondrous form, who stepped
- forth; on her head was a black veil, beneath she was clad in
- green. It would suffice the sun to be like her in beauty.
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- "WHEN the maiden turned towards me, rays rose upon
- the rock; the lightning of her cheeks flashed over land and
- sky; I blinked mine eyes, I could no more gaze on her than
- on the sun; I closed the door on my side; they could not
- perceive that they were watched.
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- 1131
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- "I CALLED for slaves who waited upon me; I pointed:
- 'See what beauty the Indians hold captive! Steal down, go
- forth, quietly, not racing hastily. If they will sell her to
- you, give them the price, whatever they may be wanting.
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- 1132
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- "'IF they will not give her to you, let them not take her
- away, capture her from them, slay them, bring hither that
- moon, do the errand well, use your best endeavour!' My
- slaves stole down from above as if they flew; they chaffered,
- they sold not. 1 saw the blacks looked right ill pleased.
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- 1133
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- "I STOOD at the window; when I saw they would not sell her, I
cried: 'Slay them!' They seized them and cut off their heads, they
threw them out into the sea; they turned back, they guarded the
maiden. I went down to meet her, I took her, she had not tarried long
on the seashore.
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- 1134
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- "HOW can I tell thee her praise! what loveliness! what
- delicacy! I swear she is the sun; 'tis untrue that the sun is
- sun! Who can endure her rays, who can delineate her! If
- she consume me, lo! I am ready, no preparation is needed
- for this."
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- 1135
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- WHEN she had ended these words, P'hatman rent her face
- with her hands; Avt'handil, too, wept, he shed hot tears;
- they forgot each other, for her sake they became as mad;
- the spring of tears flowing down from above melted the
- slight new-fallen snow of the cheek.
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- 1136
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- THEY wept. The knight said: "Break not off! Conclude!"
- P'hatman said: "I received her; I made my heart faithful
- to her. I kissed her every part, and thereby I wearied her.
- I seated her on my couch, I caressed her, I loved her.
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- 1137
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- "T SAID to her: 'Tell me, 0 sun, who thou art or of what
- race a child! Whither were those Ethiops taking thee, lady
- of the Pleiads of heaven ?' To all these words she made no
- answer. I saw a hundred springs of tears dropping from her
- eyes.
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- 1138
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- "WHEN I pressed her with questions, with much discourse,
- she wept with gentle voice, sobbing from the heart; a stream
- flowed through the jetty trough other lashes from the
- narcissi, upon the crystal and ruby. Gazing at her I burned,
- I became dead-hearted.
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- 1139
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- "SHE said to me: 'To me thou art a mother, better than
- a mother. Of what profit can my story be to thee ? It is but
- the tale of chatterer. A lone wanderer am I, overtaken by
- an unhappy fate. If thou ask me aught, may the might of
- the All-Seeing blame thee!'
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- 1140
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- "I SAID to myself, 'It is not fitting untimely to summon
- and carry off the sun; the captor will become mad and
- wholly lose his wits. A request should be timely, the making
- of every entreaty. How know I now that it is not a time to
- converse with this sun!'
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- 1141
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- "I LED away that sun-faced one already praised, I cannot
- call her upraised. By the longing I have for her, and by her
- sun, I hardly could hide the ray of that sun! I enveloped
- her in many fold of heavy brocade, not thin stuff." The tear
- hails down, the rose is frost-bitten, from the lashes blows
- a snowy blast.
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- 1142
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- "I LED into my home that sun-faced one, an aloe-tree in
- form. For her I furnished a house, therein I put her very
- secretly, I told no human being, I kept her privily, with
- precaution; I caused a Negro to serve her; I used to enter,
- I saw her alone.
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- 1143
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- "HOW, alas! can I tell thee of her strange behaviour! Day
- and night weeping unceasing and flowing of tears! I
- entreated her: 'Hush!' For but one moment would she
- submit. Now without her how do I live; alas! woe is me!
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- 1144
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- "WHEN I went in, pools of tears stood before her; in the
- inky abyss of her eyes were strewn jetty lances, from the
- inky lakes into the bowls full of jet there was a stream, and
- between the coral and cornelian glittered the twin pearls of
- teeth.
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- 1145
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- "BY reason of the ceaseless flow of tears I could not find
- time for inquiry. If I asked even, 'Who art thou ? What
- brought thee into this plight ?' like a fountain, a rivulet of
- blood gushed forth from the aloe-tree. No human being
- could endure more, unless made of stone.
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- 1146
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- "NO coverlet she wanted, nor mattress to lie upon, she was
- ever in her veil and one short cloak, her arm she placed as
- a headrest and reposed thereon. With a thousand entreaties
- T could scarce persuade her to eat a little.
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- 1147
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- "BY-the-by, I will tell thee of the wonder of the veil and
- cloak: I have seen all kinds of rare and costly things, but
- I know not of what sort of stuff hers were made, for it had
- the softness of woven material and the firmness of forged metal.
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- 1148
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- "THUS that lovely one tarried long in my house. I could
- not trust my husband; I feared he would inform. I said to
- myself: 'If I tell him, I know the rascal will betray my
- secret at court.' Thus I thought at my frequent goings in
- and comings out.
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- 1149
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- "I SAID to myself: 'If I tell him not, what am I to do, what
- can I do for her ? I know not in the least what she wants,
- nor what any could do to help her. If my husband finds
- out, he will slay me, nothing can save me; how can I hide
- that sun-like light!
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- 1150
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- '"I, ALAS! what can I do alone! The burning of my fire
- increases. Come, I will trust him, I will not wrong Usen:
- I will make him swear not to betray me; if he give me full
- assurance, he cannot doom his soul, he will not be an oath-breaker!'
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- 1151
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- "ALONE I went to my husband; I frolicked and fondled
- him. Then I said to him: 'I will tell thee something, but
- first swear to me thou wilt tell no human being, give me a
- binding oath.' He swore a fearful oath: 'May 1 beat my
- head on the rocks!
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- 1152
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- "'WHAT thou tellest me I will reveal to no soul, even unto
- death, neither to old nor young, friend nor foe!' Then I told
- all to that kindhearted man, Usen: 'Come, I will lead thee
- to a certain place here; come, 1 will show thee the sun's
- peer.'
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- 1153
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- "HE rose to accompany me, we departed, we entered the
- palace gates. Usen marvelled; he even quaked when he saw
- the sunbeams. He said: 'What hast thou shown me, what
- have I seen, what is she, of what stuff? If she be verily an
- earthly being, may God's eyes look upon me with wrath!'
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- 1154
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- "1 SAID : 'Nor know I aught of her being a creature of
- flesh; I have no knowledge more than I have told thee. Let
- me and thee ask who she is, and who is at fault that such
- madness afflicts her; perchance she will tell us somewhat,
- we will pray her to do us this great kindness.'
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- 1155
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- "WE went in, we both had a care to show her respect. We
- said: '0 sun, for thy sake a furnace of flame burns us. Tell
- us what is the cure for the waning moon, what hath
- ensaffroned thee who art ruby-like in hue?'
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- 1156
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- "WHETHER she heard or hearkened not to what we said
- we know not; the rose was glued together, it showed not the
- pearl; the serpents of her locks were twined in disorder;
- when she turned her face away, the sun was eclipsed by the
- dragon, it dawned not upon us.
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- 1157
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- "BY our converse we could not induce her to answer. The
- tiger-panther sits sullen-faced, we could not comprehend
- her wrath; again we annoyed her, she wept tears flowing
- like a fountain, and, 'I know not! Let me alone!' quoth she;
- this only with her tongue she said to us.
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- 1158
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- "WE sat down and wept with her and poured forth tears.
- What we had spoken to her made us sorry; how could we
- venture to say aught else ? We could scarce persuade her
- to be quiet, we calmed her, we soothed her; we offered her some
fruit, but we could not make her eat at all.
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- 1159
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- "USEN said: 'She has wiped away a multitude of woes
- from me. Those cheeks are fit for the sun; how can they be
- kissed by man! Most right is he who sees not her if his
- sufferings be increased a hundred-and-twenty-fold. If I
- prefer my children may God slay them!'
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- "A LONG time we gazed at her, then we went forth with
- sighs and moans; to be with her seemed to us joy, parting
- grieved us greatly. When we had leisure from affairs of
- trade we used to see her. Our hearts were inextricably
- prisoned in her net.
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- 1161
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- "AFTER some time had passed, and nights and days were
- sped, Usen said to me: 'I have not seen our king since the
- day before yesterday; if thou advisest me, I will go and see
- him, I will go and pay my court and present gifts." I replied
- 'Certainly, by God, since such is your desire.'
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- 1162
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- "USEN set out pearls and gems on a tray. I entreated him,
- saying: 'At court thou wilt meet the drunken court folk.
- Kill me! if thou be not wary of the story of that maid.'
- Again he swore to me: 'I will not tell it, may swords strike
- my head!'
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- 1163
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- "USEN went; he found the king sitting feasting. Usen is
- the king's boon companion, and the king is his well-wisher.
- The king called him forward; he accepted the gifts he had
- brought. Now behold the tipsy merchant, how hasty, rash
- and ill-bred he is!
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- 1164
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- "WHEN the king had drunk before Usen many
- double-goblets, still they quaffed and again filled more
- tankards and beakers; he forgot those oaths; what to him
- were Korans and Meccas! Truly is it said: 'A rose befits not
- a crow, nor do horns suit an ass!'
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- 1165
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- "THE great king said to the witless, drunken Usen: 'I
- marvel much whence thou gettest these gems to give us,
- where thou findest huge pearls and peerless rubies. By my
- head! I cannot return thee one-tenth for thy gifts!'
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- 1166
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- "USEN saluted, and said: '0 mighty sovereign, shedder
- of beams from above, 0 nourisher of creatures, 0 sun!
- Whatever else I have, whose is it, be it gold or treasure ?
- What brought I forth from my mother's womb? By you it
- has been granted to me.
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- " 'BY your head! I make bold to say that gratitude for
- gifts beseems you not. I have somewhat else, a daughter-in-
- law for you, a bride to unite to your son; for this
- undoubtedly you will thank me when you see the sun's
- like; then will you oftener say: "Happiness is ours!"'
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- 1168
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- "WHY should I lengthen speech? He brake his oath, the
- power of religion; he told of the finding of the maid
- portrayed by gazers as a sun. This pleased the king greatly;
- it gave gaiety to his heart. He ordered her conveyance to
- court and the fulfilment of Usen's utterance.
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- 1169
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- "PLEASANTLY 1 was sitting here at home; hitherto I
- had not sighed. At the door appeared the chief of the king’s
- slaves, he brought with him sixty slaves, as is the custom
- of kings; they came in, I was much astonished, I said:
- 'This is some high affair of state.'
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- 1170
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- "THEY greeted me: 'P'hatman,' said he, 'it is the
- command of the equal of the sun: that maid like two suns
- whom Usen presented to-day, now bring her to me, I shall
- take her with me; we have not far to go.' When I heard
- this, the heavens overwhelmed me, with wrath hill struck
- hill.
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- 1171
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- "THEREUPON in amazement I inquired: 'What maid do
- you want, which?' They said to me: 'Usen presented one
- with a face flashing with lightning.' There was nought to
- be done; the day of the taking away of my soul was fixed.
- I trembled, I could not rise, neither could I remain sitting.
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- 1172
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- "I WENT in; I saw that lovely one weeping and flooded in
- tears. I said: '0 sun, seest thou fully how black Fate hath
- played me false! Heaven is turned towards me in wrath,
- I am despoiled, I am wholly uprooted; I am denounced, the
- king asketh for thee, therefore am I heartbroken.'
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- 1173
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- "SHE said to me: 'Sister, marvel not, however hard this
- may be! Luckless Fate hath ever been a doer of ill upon me;
- if some good had befallen me thou mightest have wondered.
- what marvel is evil ? All kinds of woe are not new to me,
- old are they.'
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- 1174
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- "HER eyes poured forth frequent tears like pearls. She
- rose as fearless as if she were a tiger or a hero; joy no longer
- seemed joy nor did woe seem woe to her. She begged me to
- cover her form and face with a veil.
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- 1175
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- "I SENT into the treasure-house on which no price was set;
- I took out gems and pearls as much as I could, every single
- separate one was worth a city. I went back; I girded them
- round the waist other for whose sake my heart was dying.
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- 1176
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- "I SAID: '0 my dear one! Perchance this sort of thing
- may somewhere be of use to thee!' I gave that face, the
- sun's peer, into the hands of the slaves. The king was
- warned, he met her; the kettledrum was beaten, there was
- hubbub. She went forward with bent head, calm, saying
- nought.
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- 1177
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- "ONLOOKERS flocked upon her, there was trampling and
- uproar; the officers could not hold them back, there was no
- quiet there. When the king saw her, cypress-like, coming
- towards him, he said in amazement: '0 sun, how art thou
- brought hither ?'
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- 1178
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- "SUN-like, she made those who gazed on her to blink. The
- king deigned to say: ' I have seen, she hath turned me into
- one who has seen nought. Who but God could imagine her?
- Right is he who is in love with her if he, alas! roam mad in
- deserts!'
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- "HE seated her at his side, he talked to her with sweet
- discourse; quoth he: 'Tell me who art thou, whose art thou,
- of what race art thou come ?' With her sun-like face she
- gave no answer; with bowed head, of gentle mien, sorrowful
- she sits.
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- "WHATEVER he said, she hearkened not to the king.
- Elsewhere was her heart; of somewhat else she thought.
- The roses were glued together; she opened not the pearl.
- She made them that looked on her wonder, what else could
- they think.
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- 1181
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- "THE king said: 'What can we think of? With what can
- we comfort our heart ? There can be no opinion save these
- two: Either she is in love with someone, she is thinking of
- her beloved, save him she has no leisure for any, to none
- can she speak.
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- 1182
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- '"Or she is some sage, lofty and high-seeing; joy seems not
- joy to her, nor sorrow when it is heaped on sorrow, as a
- table she looks on misfortune and happiness alike; she is
- elsewhere, elsewhere she soars, her mind is like a dove's.
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- 1183
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- "'GOD grant my son come home victorious. I will have for
- his homecoming this sun ready for him; perchance he will
- make her say something, and we also shall know what is
- revealed; till then, let the moon rest with waning ray far
- sundered from the sun.'
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- 1184
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- "OF the king's son I will tell thee: a good, fearless youth,
- peerless in valour and beauty, fair in face and form; at that
- time he was gone forth to war, there had he tarried long;
- for him his father prepared her, the star-like one.
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- 1185
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- "THEY brought her and apparelled her form in maidenly
- garb; on it was seen many a ray of glittering gems, on her
- head they set a crown of a whole ruby, there the rose w as
- beautified by the colour of the transparent crystal.
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- 1186
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- "THE king commanded: 'Deck the chamber of the princess
- royal.' They set up a couch of gold, of red of the Occident.
- The great king himself, the lord of the whole palace, arose
- and set thereon that sun, the joy of the heart of beholders.
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- 1187
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- "HE commanded nine eunuchs to stand guard at the door.
- The king sat down to a feast befitting their race; to Usen he
- gave immeasurable gifts as a return for that peer of the sun;
- they made trumpet and kettledrum to sound for the
- increasing of the noise.
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- 1188
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- "THEY prolonged the feasting; the drinking went on
- exceeding long. The sun-faced maiden says to Fate: 'What
- a murderous Fate have I! Whence am I come hither, to
- whom shall I belong, for whose sake am I mad ? What shall
- I do ? What shall I undertake ? What will avail me ? A very
- hard life have I!'
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- 1189
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- "AGAIN she says: 'I will not wither the rose-like beauty.
- I will attempt somewhat; perchance God will protect me
- from my foe. What reasonable man slays himself before
- death comes? When he is in trouble, then it needs that the
- intelligent should have his wits !'
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- 1190
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- "SHE called the eunuchs, and said: 'Hearken, come to
- reason! You are deceived, mistaken as to my royalty; your
- lord is in error in desiring me for a daughter-in-law. In vain,
- alas! sounds he for me the trumpet, the kettledrum and
- clarion.
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- 1191
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- . '"I AM not suited to be your queen; elsewhither leads my
- path. God keep man far from me, be he sun-faced, cypress-
- formed ! You beg of me something different; my business is
- of another kind. With you my life beseems me not.
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- 1192
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- "'WITHOUT fail I shall slay myself, I shall strike a knife
- into my heart; your lord will kill you, you will have no time
- of tarrying in the world. This then is better: I will give you
- the weighty treasure wherewith my waist is girded, let me
- steal away, let me go free, lest you regret.'
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- 1193
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- "SHE undid the pearls and gems that girdled her; she
- doffed, too, the crown, transparent, of a whole ruby; she
- gave them, she said: 'Take them, with burning heart I
- implore you; let me go, and you will have paid a great debt
- to your God!'
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- 1194
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- . "THE slaves were greedy for her costly treasure, they
- forgot the fear of the king as of a bellman, they resolved to
- let her of the peerless face escape. See what gold doth. that
- crook from a devilish root!
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- 1195
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- "GOLD never gives joy to them that love it; till the day
- of death greed makes them gnash their teeth. Gold comes
- in and goes out, they murmur at the course of the planets
- when it is lacking; moreover it binds the soul here, and
- hinders it from soaring up.
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- 1196
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- "WHEN the eunuchs had ended the matter as she wished,
- one took off his garment and gave it to her; they passed
- through other doors because the great hall was full of
- drunken men. The moon remained full, unswallowed by the
- serpent.
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- 1197
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- "THE slaves, too, disappeared; they stole forth with her.
- The maiden knocked at my door, and asked for me,
- P'hatman. I went, I knew her, I embraced her, was I not
- surprised! She would not come in with me at all, saying:
- 'Why dost thou invite me F I regretted it.
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- 1198
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- "SHE said to me: 'I have bought myself with what thou
- gavest me. May God in return reward thee with heavenly
- favour! No longer canst thou hide me, let me go, send me
- off swiftly on horseback ere the king get wit and send men
- to gallop in pursuit.'
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- 1199
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- "SWIFTLY I entered the stable, I loosed the best steed,
- I saddled it, set her upon it; cheerful was she, not sighing.
- She was like the sun, the best of heaven's lights, when it
- mounts the lion. My labour was lost; I could not harvest
- what I had sown.
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- 1200
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- "THE day drew down to evening, the rumour spread, her
- pursuers came; inside the city was a state of siege, they
- raised a hue and cry; they questioned me, I said: 'If you
- find her there in the house where I am, may I be guilty
- towards the kings and answerable for their blood.'
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- 1201
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- "THEY sought, nought could they discover, they returned
- abashed. From that time the king and all his familiars
- mourn. Behold the palace folk; they are clad in raiment
- dyed violet colour. The sun went away from us; since then
- we lack light.
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- 1202
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- "NOW I shall narrate to thee anon the whereabouts of that
- moon, but first of all I will tell thee why that man
- threatened me. I, alas! was his she-goat; he was my he-goat.
- Timidity slurs a man, and wantonness a woman.
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- 1203
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- "I AM not content with my husband, for he is lean and
- ill-favoured; this man, the Chachnagir,1 was a gentleman
- high at court; we loved each other, though I shall wear no
- mourning weeds for him; would that one might give me
- a cup of his blood to sip!
- ' Chachnagir-official taster of food and wine at the king's court.
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- 1204
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- "LIKE a woman, like a fool, I told him this story of the
- coming of that sun to me, and of her stealing away like
- a fox; he threatened me with exposure, not like a friend,
- like a foe. Now when I think of him as a corpse, ah! how
- relieved am I!
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- 1205
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- "WHENEVER we quarrelled alone he menaced me. When
- I called thee I did not think he was at home; he had arrived,
- he told me of his coming. Thou also wert coming; I was
- afraid, so I begged thee: 'Do not come !' I sent a slave to
- meet thee.
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- 1206
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- "YOU turned not back, you came, you brought beams of
- light to me; you both met, you were assembled to fight
- over me, so I feared, I could think of no way. He, alas!
- desired my death in his heart, and not only with his
- tongue.
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- 1207
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- "IF thou hadst not slain him, and if he had gone forthwith
- to court, in his wrath he would have denounced me, for
- his heart was burned as with fire; the angry king would
- have cleared away my house at one swoop, he would, 0
- God! have made me eat my children, then he would have
- stoned me with stone.
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- 1208
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- "GOD reward thee in return-what thanks can I render thee!
- thee who hast delivered me safe from that serpent's gaze!
- Now henceforth I can be happy in my star and Fate! No
- longer do T fear death! Ha! ha! What has befallen me!"
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- 1209
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- AVTHANDIL said: "Fear not! Even in the book it is thus
- written: 'Of all foes the most hateful is the friend-foe; if a
- man be wise, he will not heartily confide.' Fear no more
- from him, now is he corpse-like.
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- "TELL me the same story-since thou spedst the maiden,
- all the tidings thou hast learned or heard of her." Again
- P'hatman spoke weeping; again the tear flowed from her
- eyes. Quoth she: "The ray which sun-like illumined the
- fields was brought to nought."
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