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- Thinat'hin
Sends Avt'handil to Find the Knight
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- AVTHANDIL sat alone in his chamber, clad
only in
- an undergarment; he was singing and making
merry,
- before him stood a harp. To him came T’hinat'hin's
black
- slave, and said: "She of the aloe
form, the moon-faced one,
- sends for thee."
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- AVT'HANDIL was glad to hear this joyful
news. He rose
- and donned his best and brightest coat. He
rejoiced to meet
- the rose; they had never yet met alone.
Pleasant is it to gaze
- on beauty, and be near one beloved.
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- PROUDLY and boldly Avt'handil came to her,
he was
- ashamed of none. He will see her for whom
the tear of woe
- full oft had flowed. The peerless one sat
mournful, she shone
- like lightning, her rays eclipsed the moon.
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- HER fair form was clad in unlined ermine,
she wore
- negligently veils whose price it were hard
to tell; but her
- black, heart-piercing eyelashes and the
thick, long tresses
- which embraced her white throat were her
real adornments
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- PENSIVE she sat in her red veil; she
quietly greeted
- Avt'handil, and gently bade him be seated.
The slave placed
- a seat; he sat down modestly and
respectfully. Face to face
- he gazed on her, full of great joy.
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- AND the maiden answered: "I am
frightened, I fear this
- misery, I should like to be silent, but
have no strength and
- no patience, yet I know the cause that
makes thee call me
- here, my face remains sad and my reason
seems lost."
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- THE knight said: "How indeed can I
speak to one so
- dread! If the moon meet the sun it is
consumed, it fades
- away. I am no longer at leisure to think; I
fear for myself.
- Tell me, then, why you are sad and what
will relieve you."
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- THE maiden replied with elegant words, not
ill-chosen,
- saying: "Since thou hast hitherto
remained far from me,
- amazed at what has seemed impossible to
thee, I must first
- tell thee of the malady which afflicts me,
as a plague.
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- 129
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- "DOST thou remember, when thou and
Rostevan killed
- game in the plain, how ye saw a certain
stranger youth who
- wiped his tears away ? Since then I have
been a prey to
- thoughts of him. I beg thee to search for
him, to seek him
- within the bounds of the sky.
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- "ALTHOUGH I have been unable to hold
converse with
- thee hitherto, yet from afar have I
perceived thy love for
- me; I know that without pause the hail has
fallen from
- thine eyes upon thy cheek. Thou art made
prisoner by love;
- thy heart is taken captive.
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- "THIS service of mine which I bid thee
do befits thee for
- these two reasons: First, thou art a
knight, among all
- flesh there is none like unto thee;
secondly, thou art in love
- with me, this is true and no slander. Go,
seek that
- brother-in-arms, be he near or far.
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- "THEREBY shalt thou strengthen my love
for thee; by
- delivering me from my sadness, thou shalt
cripple the
- foul demon; plant the violet of hope in my
heart, strew
- roses; then come, 0 lion, I shall meet thee
like a sun; meet
- thou me.
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- "SEEK three years him whom thou hast
to seek; if thou
- find him, come gaily telling thy victory.
If thou find
- him not, I shall believe he was a vision.
Thou shalt meet
- the rosebud unwithered, unfaded.
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- "I SWEAR if I wed any husband but
thee, even should
- the sun become man, incarnate for my sake,
may I be cut
- off for ever from Paradise, may I be
swallowed up in Hell,
- love for thee would slay me, piercing my
heart with a
- knife!"
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- THE knight replied: "0 sun, who
causest the jet to
- blink, what else can I answer, or what can
I come to know ?
- I awaited death; thou hast renewed my will
to live. I shall
- certainly obey thee like a slave in
service."
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- AGAIN he spoke: "0 sun, since God has
created thee a
- sun, so that the heavenly planets obey thee
wherever they
- may be, I have heard from you that which
has overwhelmed
- me with grace; my rose shall not wither,
thy ray shines
- generously upon it."
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- ONCE more they made an oath together, they
promised
- each other, they confirmed it and
discoursed much, with
- many a word; what grief they had borne
until now became
- easy. Their white teeth flashed white
lightning as if
- transparent.
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- THEY sat together, they made merry, they
talked simply
- of a hundred things, they spoke with their
crystal and ruby
- faces and jet eyes. The knight said:
"Those who gaze upon
- thee become mad; my heart is burned to
ashes by the fire
- that conies from thee."
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- THE youth went away, but he could not bear
parting
- from her, he looked back, his eyes were
dazed, crystal hails
- down and freezes the rose, his graceful
form was trembling;
- he had heart for heart, he had lent his to
love.
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- HE said to himself: "0 sun, separation
from thee is
- thus early manifested on the rose: my
crystal and ruby have
- faded, I am become yellower than amber.
What shall I do,
- then, when I cannot see thee for a long
time ? This shall be
- my law: death for the beloved is
fitting."
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- HE lay down on his bed, he weeps, it is
difficult for
- him to wipe away the tears, he shivered and
swayed, like
- an aspen in the wind; when he fell into a
slumber he
- dreamed his beloved was near; he starts, he
cries out loud,
- his suffering increases twentyfold.
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- SEPARATION from his beloved made him
jealous. Tears
- like pearls were shed upon the rose, making
it tender. When
- day dawned he apparelled himself, fair to
look upon; he
- mounted his horse, set out and came to
court for an
- audience.
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- HE sent a chamberlain into the hall of
audience with
- a message from him to the king, saying:
"0 king, I venture
- to tell you what I have thought: all the
face of the earth
- is subjected to you by your sword; now, if
it be better,
- I shall make known these tidings to all the
vicinage.
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- "I WILL go, I shall travel, I shall
wage war, I shall go
- to the rounds of the marches, I shall, by
piercing the
- heart of your enemies, announce
T'hinat'bin's accession;
- I shall cause the obedient to rejoice, the
disobedient will
- I make to weep, I shall send you gifts
incessantly, I shall
- not be sparing of greeting."
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- THE king expressed his great gratitude; he
said: "0 lion,
- stretching thine arm in battle irks thee
not. Behold, this
- thy counsel is matched by thy valour. Thou
mayst go,
- but what shall I do if it happen that thou
tarry long ?"
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- THE knight came in; he did homage, and
spoke some
- words of thanks: "0 monarch, I wonder
that you should
- deign to praise me. Now God will perchance
lighten for
- me the darkness of separation, and let me
see again in joy
- your joyful face."
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- THE king hung upon his neck and kissed him
like a son;
- like unto them have none been, neither
upbringer nor
- upbrought. The knight rose and went away,
to him their
- day seemed separated; Rostevan, wise and
soft-hearted,
- wept for him.
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- AVT'HANDIL set out, a brave knight marching
boldly;
- twenty days he journeyed, many a day he
made one with
- the night. She is the joy of the world, she
is treasure and
- due; he puts not away the thought of
T'hinat'hin, of her for
- whom the flame burns.
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- WHENEVER he came there was rejoicing in the
kingdom,
- nobles met him, they gave generous gifts;
the sun-faced had
- not wasted time in his rapid journey. The
drums of joy met
- them that came into his presence.
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- HE had a strong city to strike terror in
the marches;
- outside was a rock, I tell thee, with an
unmortared wall.
- The knight spent there three days in the
pleasant chase; he
- invited his pupil, Shermadin, to sit in
council with him.
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- THIS is the slave Shermadin, mentioned
above, brought
- up with Avt'handil, faithful and
self-sacrificing to him.
- He knew not hitherto of the fire which
burned the knight;
- now Avt'handil revealed the hopeful words
of the sun.
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- HE said: "Lo, Shermadin, for this I am
ashamed before
- thee; thou knowest all my affairs and hast
given heed to
- them; but hitherto thou hast not known what
tears I have
- shed; in her from whom I had suffering I
now find joy.
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- "I AM slain by love and longing for
T'hinat'hin; from
- the narcissi hot tears moistened the
frosted rose; I could
- not till now show my hidden woe, now has
she bidden me
- hope, therefore thou seest me joyful.
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- "SHE said to me: 'Learn news of that
lost knight, then
- come, I shall fulfil thy heart's desire; I
want no husband
- save thee, even if a planted tree falls to
my lot.' She gave
- me the balm of my heart until that moment
burned.
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- "FIRST, I am a knight; I wish to go
forth to serve my
- lady. Faithfulness to kings is fitting,
vassal must act as
- vassal; then, she has extinguished the
fire, my heart is
- no longer consumed to soot; a man must not
bend before
- misfortune, but meet it like a man.
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- "OF all lords and vassals thou and I
are most friendly;
- therefore I entreat thee to hear this from
mine own mouth;
- in my stead I appoint thee lord and chief
over mine armies,
- I could not entrust this matter to others.
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- "LEAD forth the soldiers to battle,
rule the nobles,
- send messengers to court telling the state
of affairs, write
- letters in my stead, present priceless
gifts; why should it
- be known that I am not here ?
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- "REPRESENT me in military duties and
in the
- hunting-field, wait here for me three
years, keep my secret;
- perchance indeed I shall return, my
aloe-tree shall not
- fade; but if I come not back, mourn me,
weep for me, utter
- sighs.
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- "TELL the king forthwith-it is not a
desirable
- deed-announce my death to him, be as if
thou art drunk;
- say to him: 'For him is come to pass the
thing which
- none escape.' Give to the poor my treasure—gold,
silver
- and copper.
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- "THUS shalt thou help me after the
best fashion, by this
- thou shalt aid me most; do not forget me
soon, think
- me often, take good thought of provision
for me, pray for
- my soul. Remember my childhood; let thy
heart be
- motherly towards me."
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- WHEN the slave heard this he wondered, he
was alarmed,
- from his eyes the hot tears poured like
pearls. He said:
- "How can the heart deprived of thee
rejoice? I know thou
- wilt not stay; so I cannot hinder thee in
this matter.
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- "WHY didst thou say thou wouldst
appoint me in thy
- stead ? How can I undertake the lordship,
how can I imitate
- thee or resemble thee ? It were better that
the earth cradled
- me too than that I should have to think
that thou art
- alone; rather let us both steal forth, I
will accompany thee,
- take me with thee."
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- THE knight replied: "Hearken unto me,
I tell thee truth
- without any falsehood; when a lover would
roam the fields
- alone he must wander; a pearl falls to the
lot of none
- without buying and bargaining. An evil and
treacherous
- man should be pierced with a lance.
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- "TO whom could I tell my secret? Save
thee, none is
- worthy. To whom can I entrust the lordship
save thee,
- who else can do it well ? Fortify the
marches that the enemy
- may not encamp near. Perchance I shall
return, if God
- make me not to be wholly lost.
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- "HAZARD kills equally be it one or a
hundred. Loneliness
- can matter nought if the group of the
heavenly powers
- protect me. If I come not hither in three
years, then will
- it beseem thee to mourn and wear funeral
garb. I will give
- thee a letter, whoever is my courtier must
obey thee."
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